Just like Bettlejuice...

 Some people can juggle work and university and stuff quite fine. Well...well enough anyways. None of them really look that rested and/or have grades of doom. I personally don't think i'm one of them. I figured i'd try; I tried doing september in full with a job, and internship and school. I figured i'd have just enough time to do homework in between and all would be well. I forgot to include in the equation the fact that there would be team work, fundraising events, organizing the final year exhibit and you know...me wanting to live a little in that. I also somewhat forgot to include in my equation travelling; those buses eat up your time. Seriously, if you plan to lead a full life try to find an appartment close to job & school. Buses will suck your energy dead. 

To resume it: I don't think I can keep going like this.

I don't want my last year at the U, and in this area, to be as boring and work-full as the rest. I mean...I've pretty much been miss anonymous student all my life. I'd like to be able to take a bit advantage of student life before it's truly over. And by that I don't just mean suck on a keg's tube. I mean, go to the librairy, read, use the U gym, visit some friends, etc.

So, I decided to take a break from my job. My actual paying job at Tim Hortons. The internship is not paid, but it's mandatory for me to graduate. I technically don't need the job. My school is paid, my bus cards are paid, most of my art material should be paid. My money is basically me getting money to go out and buy books. Which is completly absurd since I don't have time to read or go anywhere anymore. So I figured work was the easiest thing to boot off the list. I asked my boss if I could take a break till January, when my internship will end. Then, I can work and not die from having two jobs. It's not many hours back, only 8 to 16, but it's still a whole one or two days i'm getting back to dedicate to my art. 

So woo. I have two shifts left and i'm officially out of Timmies for a few months.

I feel kindoff guilty about doing this since I have friends who are stuck working long hours because they have no choice. I feel that if they can and have to do it, I should too. Then Link pretty much hit me upside the head (methaphorically) and told me it was stupid for me to turn down an advantage just because I could have it and others could not. Sure it's not fair. Life is not fair. And when life tosses a break at you, you take it because god knows next time it won't. So I took the break, the easy path. If anything, I'll use that extra time to help others who can't take it. And draw comics of course. And make better projects for my finals.

*sssssiiigh*

I kinda feel relief. No matter how easy this job is, it's still a pretty stressful environnement (all that "go" "go" "quick" "quick" "nownownow") and i'm glad that's off my stress-o-meter. Now I can fully worry about what the hell i'm doing for art.

-Secondlina