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Ah, the subtle mix of joy and stress that is the return to one's establishment of education.

I started my classes and my internship this week. As you may all know, this is my last return to a school. EVER. I'm not saying I won't take online classes or extra evening classes for whatever, but as a full time student, I think i'm done and over with. After this year, I believe it is high time I started life as we know it.  I'm slightly tired of school. I know everybody says "You're lucky to be there" and I realise that, but one can only take so many years of post-secondary education before deciding enough training is enough. Heck, universities never really train you that well. Theory is always different then practice.

Besides. I have a college degree and a future bachelor. How much do I need?

In a super-extra-positive point of view i'm happy to be back and quite satisfied with the internship up to now.

The internship: is at MASC, an organisation that basically organises artists residencies and workshops in elementary and high schools of the region. The job is fun, despite the large amount of collating. Lots and lots of it. The people who work at MASC are a little bit crazy. I like that *laughs* It's a very slick workplace. Very flexible. As long as your work is done on time, it pretty much doesn't matter when you're there or for how many hours per day, as long as it's within school hours and amounts to a certain number of hours per month. Apparently, a lot of the workers there do 12 hours days once in a while, hence the possibility of having a short day on the following shift.

There's also a lot of good restaurants around the workplace too. My coworkers are addicted to food. So am I. We get along great in that departement. Honestly, I love MASC. I actually stayed longer then I should have during my two internship days. ^_^ 6 hours instead of just 5. hehehe.

Schoolstuff: SO MANY PEOPLE I KNOW....EVERYWHERE!!!!!!! I was glad to meet my buddies again. I Saw Isabelle - know as isabiunleashed here on LJ - and Anneka -annekay here- , Stephan -my favorite bowling ball-head-, Christina and many others. Fauve is also back working at the university. She's been working at the education departement (teacher's college) of the U for quite some time now. My mother works there as well. 

Every fourth year student is allocated a space he shares with other students as a studio for the year. A big room on the third floor was allocated to 14 students who specialized in painting. The big room as fake walls and ventilation allowing the students to share the space and not die due to oil paint fumes. I'm in a room on the second floor. The room itself is pretty big and divided in two creating two studio spaces. Those spaces are occupied by multimedia artists, photo artists, drawing, performance and light sculpture. Basicly the all-brawl rooms. The room on the first floor belongs to 4 students who are doing heavy sculpture. I'm in part a of the second floor room. I have the joy to share it with my Tanya (cottoncandykid on lj) who is awesome. The three other tenants are, suprinsingly, all french students. Counting me, that a room 4/5 french. But we are all bilingual, so it works either way. The room next to us is 4/5 english. *laughs* I'm just happy I got to be with Tanya!

Work: I have too many shifts this week. I managed to convince my boss that I could only do a shift a week starting next week. Yay. I'm way to busy to do more then that. Heck, I already have homework.

Other: With my friend fauve I did Ottawa's introductory haunted walk, which is a tourist activity involving being lead across town by guides in creepy capes that stop in front of old buildings and narrate the building's ghost/history story. It was awesomly cool. I was supposed to invite much more people, but we went on very short notice (aka in between two of my shifts) so I didn't manage to round up a possy. However, there are several haunted walks, some much much more scary and those time you can bet i'll have a gang with me. *laughs*

I'm addicted to the series Heroes now. Hiro, the japanese character is so cute I want him as a pet.

I randomly found at the librairy a book intitled "Buffy the vampire slayer and philosophie" and read half of it already. It's an awesome book that points out plato and nieschze theoremes in Buffy and also reflect on the nature of the whole good/evil/gray spots of the show. It's a great book if you love Buffy, and even better if you also love plato. I suggest it immensly. It's at the U librairy and most likely on amazone.

Oh, last week I dropped everything and went to montreal to visit a semi-depressed but fully broke Link. It was a bit sad but still fun. I'm not really sure when i'll be able to see him again considering how we both are busy and such... Hopefully it will be at least in two months, because beyond that, it's just not cool. While I was there...there was interesting conversations : 



I also noticed a lot of advertizement for brest cancer this week. All my best wishes and a few dollars to the cause were given. Yeah, i'm a sap.



No school tomorrow. But a big 8 hours shift. Woo! Will also do homework.

For those who want to know my schedule :
monday : 8-12h30 am class
tuesday : 11-4 pm internship 7pm-10pm class
wednesday : 11-4pm internship 7pm-10pm class
thursday : 8-12h30 am class
friday, saturday & sunday : work somewhere + homework galore. 

-Secondlina

secondlina: (evil time)
Dear gods, can you believe i'm not dead?

Yeah, I know. I haven't updated in a zillion years. But I've been busy and my scanner died. But then, like[personal profile] savvyliterate 's fish, it lived a gain. The light inside it seems to be having a hard time. Yesterday, I realised that I was rather pathetic for I was pleading with it saying "Oh baby, do it for mama, don't die on me!"

So yeah. Dying scanner = bad for school work and internet updates. It seems okay now, and hopefully it will remain in that stasis.



Exam week has begun. I only have two exams, but I have a pile of essays and a photo project to finish before the 14th. One of my exams got done today. The next is on monday. I'm not too stressed. At this point, it's fairly easy...Or i'm too tired to notice and just feel like it's all easy. Oh well. One way or another, I feel peaceful XD

I've been also preparing interviews this week for my internships. I'm headed to Toronto on the 17th, to see Link of course, but also to get myself hired as an intern in an art business for the summer. Internships are mandatory in my program. Gotta do them. I'm glad though, because the places I found look really cool and i'm pretty confident one of them will hire me ^_^

I was a bit confused earlier. I gave a note to my boss saying I could not work from the 17th to the 28th of december because i'm going to Toronto and then Québec city to visit my family. Which is not too bad considering I just work weekends. Although, for some odd reason, she scheduled me to work next week...only on the 17th. I think she misunderstood. I traded the shift, so there's no problem...But still. Everytime I give her a note, it's like she doesn't understand it, or she discards all the info on it and gives me no work for a certain amount of time. She's nice, but I think the blond dye she uses is seeping into her skull.

I need a cut and dye myself. I look like the return of shag. I'm planning to get one soon...on the 15th, so I don't look like crap during my interviews.

For those who wonder: Yes, there will be x-mas comics. I'm also working on some x-mas presents for a few of my friends ^_^ One of them asked for a painting for xmas, and nothing else. I hate when they do that! Pressure...Must...Not...Suck.

Alright, time for bed I think. Tomorrow I need to go take photographs and finish essay number 1. 

- secondlina

p.s. 1 :
And last but not least, all this Harry Potter craze is getting to me, so I drew:


I love Luna! I love the actrice they picked for her! (SO cute!) ...Ah and POTC2 is out. *Drools* Cap'n Jack Sparrow.
secondlina: (What!)


I woke up on monday, knowing this week would suck. It's one of those "I swear the devil is on my doorstep" weeks. 
Monday started with me ill, shoved face foward in the throne. It was a lovely morning. On the same day, I learned several negative things, mainly that the bus routes were changing, as I mentionned before.
Well get this: not only is it gonna go from difficult to impossible for me to get to school...My school is also moving!!!
Ottawa university is composed of several buildings. About 15 to be correct. Visual arts is situated in a very old and broken down building. The only reason that building still stands it's because of it's historical value. It's full of very harmful stuff for the students like asbestos and poisonous rot.
We've been begging for a move or invested money for repairs. In response, they cutted our budget. Twice.
And now we finally get to move....In a much shittier building!!!!
I'm not even joking.
They are moving us (and JUST us) into a new "Visual arts" building that is not even on campus. It's 30 minutes away, and apparently it's in this part of town were stabbing and rape are daily routine. Okay. We have like...10 guys in our program. The rest is all girls. They are sending a bunch of girls in a bloody shipwreck. A bloody shipweck with a damaged roof might I add, since the said roof was partially blown off in the shootting of a movie. That building used to belong to Algonquin college. If the college din't want it anymore...it must be for a reason.

WHAT. THE. HELL?

They say they will make repairs, install 24 hour security and give us a shuttle.

YEAH RIGHT!

Oh, and the best part: Our old building will have close to a million dollards invested in itself to be repaired and become...The Dean's new office.

I dunno about you guys, but I feel sick again.

They are kicking art out. We are nothing but second-rate students to them. They are ready to pay out the nose for law or doctor students just to SAY that they attended Ottawa U. But art? AH! Nothing but parasites to them. What a rip. What an outrage.

We are going to write to papers, and bitch and moan and whine. This can't happen. It's so silly, it's surreal!

Now i'm wondering why I din't go to montreal or Toronto to study.

And I can't just quit and leave. I'm almost done. I'd have to start back at square one. I don't want that. I don't want these last three years to have been pointless!!!!!

Damn it to hell.

-secondlina
secondlina: (burn things)


Well, university is officially back on. I'm kinda looking forward to it actually. I'm a bit worried of course because I have a job, another smaller job, homework to do, learning to drive, classes to attend to and an internship to prepare all at the same time. Not to mention cartooning and doujinshis to draw...Well, like Link says, I whine about my workload a lot, but chances are, i'll enjoy every second of it (except maybe every second of my job...)

I got bad news today though.

I've been having stomach burn and indigestion and stomach related problems these last few days. I was wondering about it, and sick or hearing people suggest that maybe I was pregnant (My fucking stomach hurts you morons. How does that make me pregnant...) so I went to the doctors.

Turns out, either i'm having stress related acid reflux or I have blood rocks down there that are slowly trying to block my stomach and eventually will need to be removed...with a scalpel...in a hospital...

Damn.

Considering that even when i'm calm and drawing, the pain is still there and very strong, i'm fearing that it might be the later.

Damn fuck. Fuck fuck dammit fuck.

The worse part, I most likely did this to myself by wanting to resist illness by my own free will instead of with meds.
Yes, i'm an idiot. Who are you? God? *sigh*

I guess i'll go for hospital tests soon enough.

On a more fun note, I finally got a professional haircut and dye for the first time in 4 years. My hair is now black, red and purple. ^^
I also scanned a page from the doujin to post here, to show a bit of progress ^^ It's from the serious story i'm putting in. I decided to choose a different feel for it. Rather then inking it, I'm going to work with pencil tones. It's fun and it gives a beautiful result (this scan does not do it the best justice).

I also though that the pencil work would take less time then the inking...Nope. It takes more.
It actually takes me about 5 hours per page rather then 4.
Again, i'm kindoff an idiot. Again, unless you're God, you can suck it up! *laughs*



The story is about Lina dying and meeting the piece of shabranickdo that is inside her. I read in some Slayers book (I can't recall which) that since one of shabranickdo's parts was sealed in a human, that human could be Lina. I though It was a cool storyline idea and kinda regret nobody seems to have exploited that. So I decided to. hehe.

As another ps. I changed my icon set again. I'm fickle. But change is good right --_ ^
Now I have corpse bride icons (Aside from my timeless "Wind is fashionnable").

I'll end this note here with a drawing for[personal profile] savvyliterate because she had a shitty day.


Oh, [profile] yukiomoni and the bunneh...if you want me to send you prints, I need addresses! Thank you. ^^
secondlina: (sigh)
OH YEAH, OH YEAH, I'M DONE!!!!! I'M DONE!!!!! 
Second year of university complete. On to level three! *jumps in a Mario world-like pipe*



I actually slept off these last two days, catching up for the sleepless nights i've been spending in front of my computer or at school, among the ink toxins. I've been having some weird dreams during these last two days. The rare times I was awake, I was in very zombified mode. These two days of rest actually helped a lot to fill in my batteries. Since i'm starting work on monday, i'm really thankful for it.
I'm going back to my job at the bakery. I just love spending my summer days smelling like sand and cookies XD
I'm also a little irked everytime I look at my computer nowadays. I think a good tech break might be good too. Spend a bit of time at the librairy, you know?
Aside from that, tonight is the fourth year student's final art expo. I'm looking foward to going to see all that art on display. Some of those people can paint like there's no tomorrow! I remember seeing a few people break  down this last week (mainly a girl screaming loudly in the darkroom) and I hope most of the students got their stuff done okay. Other people had pretty shitty final weeks because their boyfriends dumped them (I can think of three people I know in that situation! That sucks so much!)
I think it's harsh that their boyfriends have left them during the finals. I mean, it's mean to hold off a breakup if you don't love the person, but putting more stress on them when it's really not needed is so much worse! Sometimes I wonder if guys think straight before doing "the right thing"...
Well, the weather's hot, the Ottawa market is full of stands again and i'm going back to work ^_^
I have a feeling this might be a good summer. I'm going to try to learn to drive and meet some cool people to do things ^_^

Here's a final stab at the exam week. The idea for the joke is a curtesy of my crazy friend Sarae. Keep painting Sarae!



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Little doodle I did on the bus...I just felt like drawing another joke with the rock-work-thingnies. I actually have one now, thanks to a friend that got my a google-eyed rock with tiny legs!

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