wow, can you believe it? Secondlina updates a lot lately. Holy mac.

[secondlina]

Yes, I know. I'm a very negative girl. So much that sometimes it annoys me as much as everybody else. I know my dark clouds are a bit hard to take. So i'd like to take a second to thank people.

Do anybody know the legend of Tam lin? It's a scottish tale about a man so brave he was loved by the faery queen herself. However, the man already had a girfriend that wanted him back so hse went to defy the queen. She won him back by holding him tight while the queen changed him into a series of terrifying monsters.



Sometimes I feel like Tam lin. Like my life is turning me into a bit confused, depressed selfish monster. I will lash out at however is close to me then. I will sink my claws in them and hurt them.

And yet, these people do now let go. They hold me tight until I stop transforming into a monster.

Tama, Fauve, Sofi, Wesley, Sarae, Julie, Isabelle, Pascal...and even you guys that i've met here on the web (ichiban, yukiomoni, earthstar)...and even Kevin and the other pascal...and so much other people. And my family. Despite it all I love you so. I love how some of you have the unwielding faith in what I can do, and in my drawing capacities even when I do not. I love how when my own darkness is crushing me, you stand by me.

You won't let me fall. 

And I wonder what thing I did to deserve such good karma.

Hell, i'd do it again.

I,ll try to be less negative now, i'll try to let your love erase from my soul the bad memories that seem to make my drown.

Thanks guys.



p.s. I finally changed my icons for a set of icons with the same character (more or less) I chose librairian Lina's and a character called Lena from Secrets of Sorcerers to represent me. I like Lena because she looks like a short haired Lina. Just like me I suppose. I also have two icons that I will use for Rpg related-updates and I've kept the stripteasing  zelgadiss icon to mark fanart related posts. I'v also kept my original icon, that I love and adore and will never delete.

Because, wind...it's fashionnable.

Comments

Life...

[tuppa-tuppa.livejournal.com]

Hey that's me in the top drawing! Hehe
Zaza, remember those days where I was negative et depressed a lot. Where did that go? *shrugs*
I think that working at Tim Hortons these past years as put a different perspective on life. I don't want to stay there all my life, I don't want to be cranky old ladies like the morning shift. What I do know is that I want more out of life and it gives me hopes that someday I'll have a nice and well-payed career. I'll look back on those days and say "Wow, I really grew and matured from those days"

So here's what I say; Think positive and think that everything happens for a reason. Maybe it's because of all the bad things that happen that makes us good people and good friends.

Tama loves you!

[dqbunny.livejournal.com]

That first comic could easily be me destroying the little word balloon. :D

It's OK to feel sad and depressed at times, hon. ::hugs:: Lately, I've been feeling a loneliness so raw that it feels like it's eating me from the inside out. That coincides with the feelings of being very happy and very normal. Those emotions all balance you out and make you who you are. You just had to let Link move away. That's a damn good reason not to be in a heart and sparklies mood at the moment.

So, it's OK to be a monster, to be human. We'll all still be here for you when the sun shines again. That's what true friendship is.

[ichiban-victory.livejournal.com]

I want to borrow your friends. ^_- You are lucky to have such a great support system to help keep you out of the pit of misery. I'm not going to delve into mine, but I didn't really have that, so I had to pull myself out. (Then again, being around people who only pity themselves and think everything is out to get them really frustrate me.) You choose your attitude, be it good or bad. Although it's good to have people there to help remind you about your good qualities.

I wish I could be around more often to just let you talk, just so I felt like I was doing more to help you out. Since I can't (our work and time zone schedules don't seem to like each other), I'm glad there are other people who can. Although, even when I can't be around to help, you can bet I'll be clinging onto you, riding out whatever storm there may be. (I'll be that nagging thought in the back of your mind.) ^_-

P.S. - Wind is very fashionable. I love that icon!

[earthstar-moon.livejournal.com]

We all feel sad and depress at times. That's what makes us human. I know there are times I can feel frustrated about school or trying to figure out what to do with my life.

I think it's times when you're feeling down is when you truly realize who your friends and that thought itself always cheers me up. Plus, it's always good to tell someone how you're feeling then letting it bottle up inside you. It's healthy.

By the way, your icons amuse me and yes wind is fashionable. ^_~

Dongeon ce vendredi

[(Anonymous)]

ouais... ok, c'est pas vraiment un message ça!

[yukinoomoni.livejournal.com]

Wow! I want to read that manga! Is that in ANY relation to Slayers, or is it a coincidence?