Yeah, I know, another post! Weird huh?

I'm quite prolific this week! (wish I could say as much about my "serious work.")

In any case, we got our first snow, here in Canada. A light, angelic snow that brought along it's bitchin' fat snowstormy aunt (but I guess that's what thanksgiving is about). I feel like my internal tempature as dropped like a bomb. For a girl of the north, i'm rather sensitive to cold. God bless rainbow tuques!

Things in general are getting better. Some of the stress was relieved, other was added, but all in all, things are well. 
A few people's whose health I was concerned about got great news today; and will be okay. I feel awesome about that. I'm also getting some company from montreal this weekend, and therefore no work will most likely be done btween friday at 7 pm and saturday at 2 pm (where I have a stupid group meeting.)

The eternal debate returned on the table; of Tim Hortons versus random job contracts in arts. I mentionned it to a teacher (ex-teacher rather, now retired) and he slapped his forehead and asked me how that could be a question. Like many of you pointed out, he simply stated that i'm in my last year, and I should not be looking for a job that's convient money wise. I should be looking for something that will look good on my resume, considering I have to find a job after I graduate!

Unfortunatly, Timmie's not huge in the art world. I'm actually seriously considering quitting now because of this valid reason. If (art wise) my resume is blank, people won't hire me. It's actually quite...important. Even if it's just a pile of contracts. Not to mention my school is already paid... Also, one of my friends returned to Tim Hortons lately. She is kindoff the same mood as me; she doesn't hate working at Tims. It's easy, kinda fun, and the new uniforms actually look good. She, like me, however hates some of the people and those specific people will make your life suck. After a few months back, she's considering looking for another job. This kinda puts another weight on the art job's side of the scale. If my friend who actually likes Timmies more then me wants to quit....

My main pull at not wanting to quit is that i'd feel like a rat doing so. Like I said, I don't hate the job and it doesn't seem fair. But now, there's this whole new resume thing going on and it's actually important for me to shine it up in order to find a job. It's a good reason... I keep feeling like I owe these people something, but at the same time, I did my work well, came in when called at the last minute (for night shifts!), didn't cause trouble.... and half of my coworkers didn't know I existed even when I worked full time. I guess yeah.... Maybe I should quit. I'll take the weekend to mull over it and build up courage to talk to my boss (eep). I'll also knock myself off the xmas party list. I really should not go. I don't feel I deserve to be there if i'm considering dumping the job for one in my domain.

Darn, frikking stupid LIMBO!

-Secondlina