Unsatisfactory.

[secondlina]

I'm having this strange feeling.

So many of you on my friend list are great friends. A few years ago, I didn't believe I could feel so close to people that are so far. Yet, here I am, adoring a whole lot of you.

Right now, a few of you are going thru rough patches, bad breakups, artistic questioning, monetary problems... And I just discovered the biggest frustration I have ever felt in my life. For a lot of you, I feel like I can't be there. I wish I owned a jet so I could fly to be by your sides and hug you and tell you everything will be okay. But I can't. This frustration even expands to my "real-life" friends and family. Since I moved to a new city, they are now far. This makes me feel limited. And silly. At least I have friends and this area, and i'm able to be there for most of you, if only in spirit. But I never though not being able to run to someone's side on a white horse, ready to save the day, would be so frustrating.

I guess I've got a big "knight (princess?) in shining armor complex or something. But I still wish I owned a teleporting machine. Or a tardis. Then I could lend you guys a shoulder to lean on in real life.

We could also have massive parties. Of awesome. That change location every week.

Since i'm daydreaming, I also want a pony.

*hugs all of you*

Annnnnddd some birthday art! This is for youichiban_victory . It's going to be your new website banner once it's colored! I know I showed you for your birthday, but I liked it so much ,I wanted everyone to see it too. It's Relina, your super awesome elf-paladin with her mount.



- Isa

Comments

[psychosongtress.livejournal.com]

I'm glad I'm not the only one who really gets in to talking to people on LJ. Sometimes I realize I'm worried about someone who posted something sad while I'm at work and wish that I could teleport to where they are and give them a big hug. (Not in a creepy way) I really start thinking about everyone as a friend. Its fun but sometimes sad. I'm glad that you really enjoy everyone and don't just talk to people for comments. (I know people who do that, they tell me that if you don't talk to people, you won't get any comments or reviews. I think that is silly, whats the point of talking to people if you don't genuinely want their opinion.)

I love your picture! What an amazing birthday present! I bet Ichiban is going to LOOOVE IT~

(Gives a hug) Im glad to be your friend!

[secondlina.livejournal.com]

I'm glad to be your friend too!

I like to think that i'm pretty honest and genuine. I make friends because I want to TALK to them. I think people who just use the internet as a soapbox or a popularity meter are really just wasting time.

[psychosongtress.livejournal.com]

Lol I'm glad your the way you are! I get really excited when you message me! Lol what is a soap box?

I am really excited to show you my line art when it's finished!