Theory of a dead woman

[secondlina]

Ah, french drawing time! I did this as in autoportrait for my portefolio. The little angel me is telling me :"Photography, drawings...You're late...work...Do your Doujinshis...Do your comics..." and the little devil says: " House is playing on tv...Go see your boyfriend....Buy comics...." It's sortoff accurate. I've got a big sence of responsability so I often feel like fun is wispering devious little nothings in my ear. And then the other part of brain reminds me i'm a student doing two bachelors and fun is not supposed to BE in my vocabulary. *sighs*

I take a drawing break once in a while, but I don't draw nearly as much then I such. I'm working on Doujinshis on this moment (as well as expo drawings, portefolio stuff and personal comics) and I feel like i'm always behind. According to my photography teacher, feeling behind is a normal feeling for "good" artists to have because it proves you're there to work and not to drink champagne and talk about Monet with a fake french accent. haha.

I'm also feeling increasingly cheesy at the moment. I saw my boyfriend like...yesterday or something and I feel like seeing him again already. Aaah! I wanna draw with you! >_< You give me good ideas....

oh well...now i'm gonna go take pictures of the chrismas lights hanging on my wall and then go to sleep with them on...so pretty.

Comments

[ichiban-victory.livejournal.com]

Hey, without some fun all of the work would only bog you down and stress you out. Already my mom is telling me I won't have any time for playing my video games in college, but I know if I don't take anything to relieve stress I will go insane! Even if there isn't any time for such things, at least having the option there is good. (I love the shouler angel and devil! I was just watching The Emperor's New Groove last night, so it has me thinking of that.)

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[secondlina.livejournal.com]

Oh, you'll have plenty of time. Don't use me as a reference ^^;; I'm currently doing twice the amount of work of a normal graduate since i'm taking two bachelors. ^^;; But last year, when I only had a normal workload, I had a good amount of free time, so will you. Plenty of time to see the people you love XD
And I love the emperor's new groove! Especially Krunk! *as a thing for good hearted morons*