secondlina | Aug. 10th, 2009

Sorry for the lack of posts - I was unable to acces my LJ until late Saturday (because of those DDSO attacks or something). I am also rather depressed it seems.

I really can't shake off this feeling of suck and sad I'm having. I'm completely unmotivated. I feel pretty sad and silly and worthless. Like i'm disconnected from my body. I don't even really feel like drawing much anymore.

Es tu blues of the bleh?

Hopefully this will clear out soon. If not, help. This is pretty horrible and weird.

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In a more unbeat note (kinda) I re-watched The vision of Escaflowne during my weekend of utter Bleh. I really like that series better, now that I am seeing it again. It's a very sad series. Not just the ending where Van and Hitomi go their separate ways. The whole series seems dipped in sadness and nostalgia. The music is very beautiful. I used to be pretty puzzled by Hitomi's character (mainly, the fact that she left Van) but now that I see the series again I really understand her character better and I find that I like her a lot. And she left Gaia because her presence there meant impending Atlantian doom. Seems like a good reason to leave - protecting your love's world. Heck, apparently, they still get to see each other once in a while, so it's cool.

Dornkirk, the main villain, is apparently Isaac Newton. I mean really? Isaac Newton? Most. Obscur. Villain. Choice. Ever.

The songs are so pretty.