feelin' blue

[secondlina]

I'm not really in a good mood. And I unfortunatly don't have a better drawing to post then this "book of spells" screencap I find cool.

I'm sick of people in general right now, hyocritical bastards...I feel like everybody I talk to in school is currently going "Me, me, me, me" about their problems and then they look at me and go "So, are you gonna help me or what?" I kinda feel used in a general way. I don't really want people to suddently pay an immense attention to how i'm feeling or what not (it's never really been an issue, I like my feelings private) but i'de really like them to stop using me as a exam and life answer book. My mother says I should be grateful that people come to me for advice. I don't mind giving advice, but I do mind people that dump all the teamwork on me and leave me alone in a bad situation with a potentially rabid guy.

*sigh*

Isa, the carpet. Wipe your feet upon me.

On a brighter note (forcing myself to do some, or i'm gonna get REALLY negative), my photo work is improving greatly subject wise. I'm really starting to do some interesting stuff with light and objects. I think it did me some good to work without human subjects for a while. I'm starting to produce things like abstract paintings. Psychadelic.

I don't like abstract usually, but I like the one i'm producing as of late. Odd.

 

Comments

[ichiban-victory.livejournal.com]

I hate when people do that to me as well. It just leaves me feeling used... Go spend some time away from it all doing whatever you love most. It helps some. Also, if people keep doing it to you you have every right to tell them to shut up. (Hopefully in a nice way, but essentially that.)

talking carpet

[secondlina.livejournal.com]

Yeah, i've actuallyb een shying away from people and concentrating on my work and art as of late. It makes me less pissy, and I try to hang out with one of my friends that usually treats me well and fairly.
Friends like these, who needs ennemies.

[earthstar-moon.livejournal.com]

That can get very annoying. I agree with Ichiban_victory. Just try to get away from it for awhile, and remember you always have to the opition of saying "Sorry, but I'm too busy right now for it."

Busy

[secondlina.livejournal.com]

That's the thing I find the most annoying : I AM too busy for all this crap and yet people don't get the message. Hence, I turn back to isolated monkhood for a while hoping the people will go away (avoid going on msn...*laughs*)