Wet Dog

[secondlina]

Nothing sucks more then being caught in cold wind and rain...except being caught in cold wind and rain during rush hour in Ottawa....oh, yeah, and being caught in cold wind and rain during rush hour in Ottawa while carrying two bags, a painting tube and two paintings bigger then you badly wrapped in plastic bags is no pinic either. I was rather happy when I got home. This experience would not have been quite as bad if it wasn't rush hour though. A bunch of people on the bus kept leaning on my paintings...But most people were very understanding and helpful, so that was cool. ^^

Reh, I still don't enjoy all this rain too much. Mainly because I carry so much paper around. I'm not a water-type person. I'm more wind or fire, thanks. I like my soothing heat and light, thanks.

I think I just knocked myself out of a weird phase I was in. Maybe rain was a cold shower I needed. I've been kindoff a brat and a whiny groutch since I got back from Toronto. I'm actually looking back and realising i'm annoying myself. I caused quite a lot of bullshit with schedules at work, which was stupid. I don't get why I took the whole schedule crap so badly. Honestly, I got called in at the last minute a good few times and it din't even bother me. So I wonder why that time did...I think I was just being a jerk. Oh well. My boss wants to talk to me and I don't blame her. I deserve a warning. I'm not gonna defend myself, it's really all my fault or at least mostly my fault, so i'm just going to take it like I should. It's no big deal. As long as I realise i've messed up, I think i'll be fine. I'm not at risk of getting fired either, which would suck, so I think it's cool. Obviously, i'm loosing some brownie points here, but i'll just have to make up for it by doing my work well. I wonder if i'll get back to two shifts a week next week. I don't want to ask my boss for it after all the turd I caused this week so I'm just going to let her do the schedules she wants. Basicly the wait and see.

On a brither note, I just subcrived to an internet art image database throught my university called Artstor. It has truckloads of wicked images for so many artists O_O I looked up some of my favorite ones and saw these wonderful pencil sketches by Mucha and Klimt. Lovely stuff. ^^

Well, tomorrow I think i'm gonna take an art day and concentrate on all my art-related homework. ^^ Maybe draw a comic or two.

-secondlina

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Bullshit at Work

[tuppa-tuppa.livejournal.com]

When shit hit the fan...
Things have just gotten worse. Evening supervisor tried to tell on me because I told her that I had left out a detail when I spoke with the manager... Luckily, the manager had already been informed by me a day before, so that saved my butt.
However, now the evening supervisor is trying to stir up shit and get me in trouble. She gave a speech to my mom yesterday saying that I was talking behind her back, that I was annoying because I wanted to know everything about everything...
All I said was "I don't know why she hates me so much" so if that's talking behind her back, then yeah I guess I'm guilty. It's true, I'm curious but I not the one who brought her in back to know why that girl was getting fired, she did! She brought me in back! She's accusing me of all stuff that SHE DID!
She said that I hated her. Well I didn't especially like her to begin with, but now my emotions and temper has been given a violent shove into HATE.

Re: Bullshit at Work

[secondlina.livejournal.com]

uh-oh.
Argh. I feel terrible. Considering this is mainly my fault, you can just tell the evening supervisor she can hate me instead. ^^; I don't really mind. Sorry about all the trouble Tama. ^^;;; I din't mean for stuff to become stupid. >_<

I can't believe myself. I really need to learn to get my temper in check or something. For once that I get annoyed, it's for a really lameass reason that stirs up a truckload of shit.

The evening supervisor seems paranoid though. Maybe she thinks we are plotting to fire her next or something.