A post from the anonymous rat-tailed man.
You say you were in a weird phase.
I agree, you weren't in your average "whatever happens to me, I probably deserve it" phase. It's.... not necessarily a bad thing.
There'one thing you seemed to have learned in a bad way thruout your life. LIFE IS UNFAIRE.
The reason I'm saying this is that if something bad happens to you, it DOESN'T necessarily mean you deserved it. Lately you've actually been fighting back these little or not so little annoyances. The fact that it's been drainning your energy seems pretty normal to me. Lately, you've actually been setting up some boundaries as to what your whilling to accept and what is too much.
I think that it's definately a good thing, cuz, as you know very well, I think that a lot of your personnal boundaries where either too vague, or too low.
I think your just a little unused to this "sticking with your personnal boundaries" thing.
There's always the chance that you've been going overboard. But from what I've been hearing or reading, if you are going overboard, it's only very little.

Ok....

I think this post has been going on for long enough so, so I'll stop now.

Don't give up
Bye