I... don't know what i'm doing.

[secondlina]

So, I took a pretty big decision yesterday. I gave my two week's notice. I think it's the right thing to do. I'm dissatisfied with my performance. I honestly think that i'm not the right person for the job I was filling anymore. Which happens. My office has been evolving a lot, people changing, people getting promoted to different places. And I just didn't fit that well. It's a pretty friendly leave, since I think people agree that i'm not the right person for this anyways. So... yeah.

I found another job. This one is part-time in a bookstore for comics. The job sounds awesome, but I am freaking out majorly. I was never on part time before. I'm happy i'll get time to draw, but i'm worried about money. So... yeah. I've been spending the last day nervously fidgeting in a corner, wondering if I did the smart thing. Which I probably did not, but hey, it's done.

I don't know what i'm doing. I don't know if it's going to work out. I don't know if this is the smart choice. And despite everyone telling me i'll be fine, I have never felt more anxious in my life. I really hope I haven't screwed myself over. Because I do that. I wish someone could look into the future and tell me. Half of me is happy, and the other half kinda feels like an epic failure.

Well, i,m going to try. Que sera, sera, I guess.

Have some comic about mermaids, inspired by brendala 's comment last post.



- Isa

Comments

[chameleon9999.livejournal.com]

I always wanted to work in a comic book store! Sounds like it could be fun.

Like the others, I'm sure you'll be able to sell your art on the side. (I thought that's what most artists did anyway to make up the costs, but since art is mostly a hobby for me right now, I don't really know what's going on in the art business.)

Since Jabberwocky went so fast, I'm sure you'd be good in comics. I'm gonna buy a print when you get them again. :)

[secondlina.livejournal.com]

Now that i'm done panicking, I think i'll manage. It's just.. .scary.