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secondlina) wrote2011-01-13 11:27 am
secondlina) wrote2011-01-13 11:27 am
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Unsatisfactory.
I'm having this strange feeling.
So many of you on my friend list are great friends. A few years ago, I didn't believe I could feel so close to people that are so far. Yet, here I am, adoring a whole lot of you.
Right now, a few of you are going thru rough patches, bad breakups, artistic questioning, monetary problems... And I just discovered the biggest frustration I have ever felt in my life. For a lot of you, I feel like I can't be there. I wish I owned a jet so I could fly to be by your sides and hug you and tell you everything will be okay. But I can't. This frustration even expands to my "real-life" friends and family. Since I moved to a new city, they are now far. This makes me feel limited. And silly. At least I have friends and this area, and i'm able to be there for most of you, if only in spirit. But I never though not being able to run to someone's side on a white horse, ready to save the day, would be so frustrating.
I guess I've got a big "knight (princess?) in shining armor complex or something. But I still wish I owned a teleporting machine. Or a tardis. Then I could lend you guys a shoulder to lean on in real life.
We could also have massive parties. Of awesome. That change location every week.
Since i'm daydreaming, I also want a pony.
*hugs all of you*
Annnnnddd some birthday art! This is for you![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
ichiban_victory . It's going to be your new website banner once it's colored! I know I showed you for your birthday, but I liked it so much ,I wanted everyone to see it too. It's Relina, your super awesome elf-paladin with her mount.
- Isa
So many of you on my friend list are great friends. A few years ago, I didn't believe I could feel so close to people that are so far. Yet, here I am, adoring a whole lot of you.
Right now, a few of you are going thru rough patches, bad breakups, artistic questioning, monetary problems... And I just discovered the biggest frustration I have ever felt in my life. For a lot of you, I feel like I can't be there. I wish I owned a jet so I could fly to be by your sides and hug you and tell you everything will be okay. But I can't. This frustration even expands to my "real-life" friends and family. Since I moved to a new city, they are now far. This makes me feel limited. And silly. At least I have friends and this area, and i'm able to be there for most of you, if only in spirit. But I never though not being able to run to someone's side on a white horse, ready to save the day, would be so frustrating.
I guess I've got a big "knight (princess?) in shining armor complex or something. But I still wish I owned a teleporting machine. Or a tardis. Then I could lend you guys a shoulder to lean on in real life.
We could also have massive parties. Of awesome. That change location every week.
Since i'm daydreaming, I also want a pony.
*hugs all of you*
Annnnnddd some birthday art! This is for you
ichiban_victory . It's going to be your new website banner once it's colored! I know I showed you for your birthday, but I liked it so much ,I wanted everyone to see it too. It's Relina, your super awesome elf-paladin with her mount.- Isa
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If you ever come here I want to take you to a handmade noodle restaurant my friends introduced me awhile back. It takes some time with the noodle but it's worth it. They also have the awesomest Kopi Tarik (which tastes like ice cap but only costs $1 and twice the size)
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If I ever go your neck of the woods I want to eat the indigenous food there. Salmon Lomi-lomi I think...Discovery did a documentary on them a while back and Hawaiian food sounds delicious!
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