Theory of a dead woman

Ah, french drawing time! I did this as in autoportrait for my portefolio. The little angel me is telling me :"Photography, drawings...You're late...work...Do your Doujinshis...Do your comics..." and the little devil says: " House is playing on tv...Go see your boyfriend....Buy comics...." It's sortoff accurate. I've got a big sence of responsability so I often feel like fun is wispering devious little nothings in my ear. And then the other part of brain reminds me i'm a student doing two bachelors and fun is not supposed to BE in my vocabulary. *sighs*

I take a drawing break once in a while, but I don't draw nearly as much then I such. I'm working on Doujinshis on this moment (as well as expo drawings, portefolio stuff and personal comics) and I feel like i'm always behind. According to my photography teacher, feeling behind is a normal feeling for "good" artists to have because it proves you're there to work and not to drink champagne and talk about Monet with a fake french accent. haha.

I'm also feeling increasingly cheesy at the moment. I saw my boyfriend like...yesterday or something and I feel like seeing him again already. Aaah! I wanna draw with you! >_< You give me good ideas....

oh well...now i'm gonna go take pictures of the chrismas lights hanging on my wall and then go to sleep with them on...so pretty.